these past few weeks have been a little crazy. crazy at work, crazy at home. Kasai was feeling ill, then me. my time on the computer has been limited, and i work pretty crazy hours.
those hours have taken their toll from time to time. working from 515 am to 6 pm plus a 30 minute commute, and my day turns into an easy 13-14 hours. that turns this emerging Dom into a tired Dom – which takes its toll on Kasai and myself. I had a break not too long ago, easier hours, but they are getting ready to go back to long days.
i don’t look forward to the possibility of getting worn out. it strains the ability to play. in a vanilla relationship, the strain sucks. in a D/s the suck is compounded.
but i will try to do better and get on more often.